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Abused.Taken by the hand,
and led away to your secret place,
Pushed to the ground,
I look away from your twisted face.

My clothing torn off,
you hold me down with your weight,
At me you scoff,
My mind is filled with abject hate.

You rip away my dignity,
with the actions you perform,
I'm left broken with no pity,
I need to feel loved and warm.

You leave me to cry,
Tears rolling down my face,
I just want to be left to die,
In this sickly secret place.

You have no remorse,
For hell you put me through,
But then of course,
That would be nothing new.

This was not the first,
Most certainly not the last,
I need to find a way to escap

So Breathe . . .Breathe.
One, two, three . . .
Close your eyes.
One, two, three . . .
Open.
Can't you see?
I'm still here.
I'm not him, and I'm not her.
I didn't hit you.
I didn't laugh and point as you cried,
all alone in yourself.
I didn't stand and watch it everyday
and do nothing to help you.
I didn't fake a smile next to you
and whisper insults to your friends.
I didn't disappear with nothing to show for it
leaving you alone, with no goodbye to remember.
That was them.
Look around.
Do you see them?
No.
It's only me.
I'm the one who grabbed your hand
And pulled you from the hole you dug for yourself.
I'm not going to leave you.

Breakdown RecoveryI'm sitting on my chair, so angry, so tense,
My head is spinning, it doesn't make sense.
Screaming, shouting! Letting the words pour out,
Not thinking, hurting myself, without a doubt.

Everybody must come across this feeling before,
Crying, shouting, wanting this no more.
I wonder if I can make it disappear,
Before I drown in that one little tear.

I scream at my friends when they try to help,
Bellowing at them to stop, making them yelp.
I don't want to feel trapped in my own stupid fear,
Please, anyone make this feeling disappear!

It all happened a month ago, when I lost my lover,
Because he betrayed me, and went for anot

In the Eyes of Society. In the Eyes of Society

People who can't find happiness
Like birds who can't find their wings
Are stuck to the ground.

People who can't find happiness
Like fish who have lost their gills
Are stuck in the depths, left to drown.

People who can't find happiness
Like grass in late autumn
Are wilted, dried out, and dead.

People who can't find happiness
Like children left to cross the street on their own
Are pushed aside, avoided by the eye of society.

People like you
Who are trapped inside of their own heads
And can't see the world around them
Are brushed aside, left to be on their own.

People like you
Who won't let anyone in
A

On TimeThe more you think,
the less you have.

The more you have,
the less you think.

Think
feel
act;
we don't have time for everything.

Sensation PerceptionThere comes a time in everyone's life where they take a step back and assess things. they look at the damage they've taken, the damage they've done, the miles crossed and the ones yet to be traversed. They assess their situation and all the risks that could be taken, and their rewards. This moments is what I am currently experiancing. Except, I really only have two options, and one of those options is out of the question. So the only solution is, I die.

You might say "hold on, there's got to be another way." Well, there isn't. Let me finish my story before you start going and saying things like that. I'm not killing myself,

I'm that girl...I'm that girl who never wants trouble,
because she always is quiet.
I'm that girl who cries,
because no one understands.
I'm that girl who writes,
because she has no other safe place to go.
I'm that girl who constantly dreams,
because her reality is a nightmare.
I'm that girl who counts to ten,
because she knows if she screams, she gets pain.
I'm that girl who never talks,
because everyone judges.
I'm that girl who tries too much,
when she always wants to break down.
I'm that girl who doesn't care for drama,
because it's all fake.
I'm the girl who looks happy,
but is depressed deep down.
I'm that girl. . .
that girl who sits in the corner.
I'm that girl who one day will be looked up to.
One day will be the one on top.
I'm that girl,
who will show the world.
X Lauren

MantraIt's hard to accept things
when they're not your fault
All you can do is sit by and
watch them fall apart
But things built on top
of a cracked foundation
Without fail
end in lamantation
From charred earth
winds sweep and ash flies
But always from the dead ground
I will
Live
To
Rise.

My FaultThe rising sun's rays fall down upon my Earth
Lighting up my dreadful graveyard
Full of people I've killed
Hundreds and hundreds of tombs lay before me
I stand here. heart cold as stone
She stands besides me
Weeping for the lost souls
Crying out to me
"Why?"
I can never answer that question
I can only stare at her
And watch the pain I put her through run down her cheek and slice at her flesh
Those beautiful, disgusting scars score her body
And its all my fault

Hidden me[EDITED]Why can no one see the tears,
Hidden behind my smile,
Can no one see the real me,
A girl who hides behind a mask,
They all think they know who,
They say seen who behind mask,
But no one has tried to take it off,
They look while not really seeing,

But the true is no one really cares.
But is sad that no one hear the hurt and pain in my lies.

I'm WaitingI'm waiting
I'm waiting of life
to slow down
just long enough
for me to breath

I'm waiting for people
to stop their lives
and go outside
just to breath

I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you
to stop what you're doing
look at what I'm saying
and just breath
Can you do this, please?

I'm waiting
I'm waiting for people
to understand
that you won't get anywhere
if you don't
breath

The war of loveA heart is nothing more then a battle.

If it is a victory your heart is complete.
But if it is a defeat your heart is torn to peaces.

It may not be certain of the fate of a heart.
Just hope it is not torn apart.

MirrorTouching heads
Staring down
No expressions
Only frowns

I turn left
You turn right
Blank emotions
Turn to fright

Open mouth
Gasp for air
Having trouble
Not a care

Can't move
Stuck in fear
Eyes are hurting
Filled with tears

I shout out
You reply
Together we scream
Asking why

Doesn't matter
In the end
Wipe our tears
Our spirit rends

WhispersWhispers.
Ever changing, ever flowing.
In and out of Earshot.
Silent yet screaming.
Oppressive, omnipotent.
Powerful, destructive.
Whispers.
To them we owe so much.
Our greatest joys.
Our deepest sorrows.
In the back of our mind.
Always there.
Always there.
Whispers.
Ever changing, ever flowing.
In and out of earshot.
Silent yet screaming.
Oppressive, possesive.
Powerful, destructive.
Whispers

Disguised by Nature's Beauty

The trees hide us.
    The birds in the sky disguise our voices.
We are in a moment of pure beauty.
    This moment doesn't seem real.

It's too perfect to be real.
     Emotions are running wild.
We are letting them.
     There is no one else around us.
No one but nature to see.

I feel your heart beating.
     I feel your chest move with each steady breath.
You feel me shiver.
    You pull me closer.

Our lips come together for a moment.
     Those tender lips I have wante

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